I am Rock :)

Time run quickly, and next week I will get the final exam in 11 grader. Perhaps, it will be the last task to do  before I become 12 grader student and it's mean that my time to study in Senior High School will be ending soon. Many daily exam that I had before , sometimes I feel very tired to go to school everyday and come back dormitory in evening. However, I remember my struggle to study here and my lovely mom who always support me also remain me to study hard and keep my spirit.

12 grader is MINE ::)

Unfortunely, this week I have many schedule to do. Start from Sunday there is SAYC (Sampoerna Academy Youth Conference) all of student in my school must joining in this program. SAYC day is time to presenting the project that choosen to selecting to be the winner, this project held ssince 2 months ago and it's time to show. Then Monday I had a career day, that is one program who can help us ( I and my friend ) to choose what career that we want and match with us. so we have a panel with each class is different speakers. I very wondering with this program it give me a lot of knowledge and motivation. Not only that, I also have a concise test personality to choose the career. Next, on Wednesday until Thursday I prepare to be a Flag deville on my senior graduation. I haven't enter my school !

error :D

Nightmare is come, on friday I wish I could but the act say no. I must guide the guest that come to my school until the lesson get over. Huh, This is the brave week ever because I do not enter school and next week I will have a final examination to determine whether I will be a 12 grader or not ? I try to collecting all of my power to face it. I believe in my self and I  will prepare it well , although in my limited time. There is a hope, chance, and pray that always acommpany every step I take.

Finally, I am ready to have examination whatever will be. And for my friend keep your spirit, Let the world see us! We can make a difference and change the world to be better :) 12 grader is MINE :)

I am 12 grader will be :)

Letter to Me (12 grader)

 I wrote a letter to myself when I was grade 12 next year which is about 8 months from now.
 

Dear Me,
How was school today? whether it is better than 8 months ago? I hope you can do the best in the 12th grade. now you've become a senior from junior, you should be able to set a good example for them. so that they could also be good also in his junior later. do not forget to always maintain a relationship with each other so as not to cut off even though you are busy to prepare for graduation.

I know exactly how you feel right now jumbled together, never mind calm. earnestly learn and enjoy. make yourself as comfortable as possible while learning, plus also share your learning and reduce activities that do not really matter. Stay focused on your main goal is in this school, which is

to study and get your success at school.

Remember your parents and your sisters at home they're waiting to hear your success here. your parents are working day and night just to meet your needs. they are not willing to sleep does not work even they still took the time to see you at this school. every worship they always mention your name to your health and success. remember also the message from your sister "study hard, get your success, and give me an ice cream if you are successful and have a lot of money".

  

Now look in the mirror, see yourself that now is there a change in you. whether it is good or bad? the important thing is please think before you act, do not be hasty. Soon you will get a school final exam, do your best. prove to the world that you really can. make your parents proud and happy to see their children succeed in school. university will also prepare you to go. see prospects and make sure you choose the right majors at the university. Do not get confused you can ask the teacher konserling also discuss with your parents about majors who would you choose.

One message for you “Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.” and don't forget to always be thankful of what you have.

Deep from heart,

E. Intan. A

12 is Waiting :)

I never relaized that I've been student's in SMAN 10 Malang (Sampoerna Academy) for 2 years.  Time run so fast and I never feel it. Maybe all because of a lot of activity I do in the school and also there are so many duty from school and organization that I followed. I woke up in early morning then prepared go to school, come back dorm, joining the L2L(Learning to Life), back dorm again, Practise the drama and doing the duty with my friends at class, back dorm and the last is my favoorite one, SLEEPING. :)

Next, I may not rebel to the rule of life. Sometimes I just felt tired and I wanna stop working. But, again I remember that I'm here to get the education for my better future life. So, I must struggle at this time , never give up, always praying and be grateful for all of thing that to Allah SWT give to me. Less than 2 moths, I will be 12 grader student at this school. It's mean that must do more that now. I must prepared my school and university that I wanted.Study, study and study, where ever always study and never be lazy. Because it can killing me. :D

I want to get the first rangking in my social departement and stay focus to get better score and always update the information of university that I wanted. In the other hand I also asked some suggestion from the counseling teachers and absolutely my parents. Yeah, I prepared all from now. On my mind ,a little scary come but I refuse it. However, I will be a true senior in my school and do better for all of thing I do. Because I have 2 generations of junior in my school, I must be a good example for them.

Remain me about my lovely parents and also my younger twin sister that waiting for my success in my home town. I'm a dormitory students. So that's way I must survive here. Ok ! 12 Grader I'm ready.

My Cute Integrated Writing (my feeling)

 

 Today I have an exam for the TOEFL IBT integrated writing. After I got some meeting in the class and also some exersise before. Actually I feel scary to doing the exam today. Why ? Because the note taking is 40% reading and 60 % for listening. Yah, it's all about listening , I'm not good but I'm learning. So, when the started I prepare my self to be ready with the test. I do the note taking from a reading , I got 3 points. Then when the time is up I wrote a summerize from the lecture in the listening.



Out of the box, it's not scary like I though before. It's more fun and more easy than the independent writing. I don't way ? But I'm feeling relax during doing the integrated writing today. I used some sy nonym and make a transition phrases also I make Stuctural change when I make an essays from the reading and listening.

Tralala... the bell was rang , and I stoped my writing with the conclusion. It's quite good enough for me as a beginner to having this exam , even though just a Quiz in the school but I hope I can do the real test for TOEFL IBT integrated and independen writing. It fun and I love to learn english more. :) :) :p

My long last Friend

“Here together, friends forever. Some things were just meant to be, and that's you and me”
- Winnie The Pooh-
In my opinion, “Friend” is really important for me. I can live without laptop and handphone but I can’t live without ”friend” the person who is sharing my mood with me whenever I’m happy or sad and  I found “her” my really best friend who has nice appearance , good personality and I’m very happy that I can be friend with her. 

 My best friend is Dika. She’s cute, good looking and not talk too much with the person that she isn’t known very well. When you see her first time you might think she’s hard to get along with but actually if you understand she well you will know that it isn’t like what you see. She has a good smile, big eyes and pretty long hair that will let people want to be friend with her when they see her.
             


 this picture was taken when we go to Bali Island :)

 In addition, Dika is a responsible person. She always takes care of her jobs well and finishes the work on time. She’s hard working and organized. She can manage the time very well and everything is in her schedule. Moreover, she’s reliable sometime I’ll talk to her some secrets and she can keep the secret very well and won’t talk to others. I think she is a really nice friend.
               


What is more, Dika is a really good friend for me. She’s the person who understands me well. She’s always beside me when I’m upset, listen to me and help me every time when I need help. When i have problem she will give me some advices and help me to solve the problem. Even when I don’t understand in the lesson she explained patiently for me to understand every time. I think I’m really lucky that I have met Dika and I’m very happy we are friend and I think we will be friend forever.

My mom, My best Friend

“Who is your best friend?” no doubt, my answer for this question is my mom. She is so considerate and generous that I admire her and realize her as my best friend. She taught me how to be a nice person since I was a little girl. She comforted me and helped me solve problems as I was in trouble. She encouraged me when I hesitated. So that she is my first teacher who taught me a lot of things and also my best friend who supports me all the time.

My mom is my first teacher who taught me a lof of things. She taught me the first word as I was learning how to speak. She told me fairy tales and significant stories which helped me know more and better about this world. She taught me to be a generous and kind person but not selfish. She taught me what I should do and what I shouldn’t. Even when I was naughty and made many troubles, she would just point my faults patiently.

I realize my mom as my best friend. She solves my troubles with me and guides me to brightness. She comfortes me as I am sad for having quarrel with others. She is always patient to listen to me and then tell me what I did wrong. Not only that, she also supports me and encourages me so that I won’t give in easily.

I admire my mom, she taught me a lot as a teacher, she supports me as my best friend. She not only takes care of her family very well but also is a successful business woman. I’m so pround to have her as my mom. I admire her and respect her and also appreciate for what she did for me. I love my mom forever! 

 

Life Revolution

Revolution on my life
Many changes that I expected
In the life of the affected globalization
Many changes that I've done
 would remain as good as this
And as perfect as I expected 
In solitude without love and affection

You may not understand it 
About my bitter life experience 
As bitter as you accept the fact 
That you may not receive
In the heat of the scorching sun 
I remove the sweat and passion 
Towards a change
That called revolution on my life

Would I continue to survive in this revolution?
I always pray and seek
And I believe God will protect me
In undergoing this revolution
although it is very difficult for me